As someone in the scientific field, I know a thing or two about equilibriums. I know about their delicate balance and also about how easy it is to tilt them from one end to the other. The last couple of months have been quiet, with the equilibrium shifted to the male side, as I’ve been spending quality time with the wife, busy with projects, work, and saving up some money for the future. This has caused the balance to shift, and I can feel that it will soon rebalance itself again. Katie is never far from my mind; she’s actually just a few taps away hidden in the photo album of my phone, providing a brief moment of joy in an otherwise busy day.
I am itching for the upcoming opportunities to push myself further this fall and winter as our local pride parade comes ever closer. I picture myself coming out to more friends and having Katie make some new ones on her own. I picture myself telling my mom about Katie over a cup of coffee in her kitchen. I picture myself doing some shopping for a nice dress, after having had the chance to try out my new waxing kit. I often look at my hairy legs and picture how they would look bare, and I don’t mean to be self-centered, but I think I have some great legs to show the world if they were waxed.
I think this is just some built-up anticipation for what I hope to accomplish this year. I hope for so much moving forward, that it’s just been a while since I’ve had a taste of that progress I know that I can make. Things are beginning to shift back again; we’ll just have to see where I’ll end up.
Have a great weekend everyone,